Had a bit of a disappointing day, dealing with depression sucks.

Kinja'd!!! "Zipppy, Mazdurp builder, Probeski owner and former ricerboy" (zipppyart)
02/07/2014 at 20:12 • Filed to: None

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Hopefully today is a turning point for me, as I explained my issues to the course coordinator at college. I've been half-assing everything over the past month. Not good, not good at all.

My best friend also is getting depression due to him losing his ability to walk, and his father is getting affected just as badly, the family recently moved to a new bungalow home, and are still "attached" to their old one, which is a block away from my place. I've been thinking of making him a specialized steering wheel for the computer so he could enjoy LFS again.

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DISCUSSION (5)


Kinja'd!!! feather-throttle-not-hair > Zipppy, Mazdurp builder, Probeski owner and former ricerboy
02/07/2014 at 20:36

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Depression is awful. Best of luck man, stay strong.


Kinja'd!!! JayZAyEighty thinks C4+3=C7 > Zipppy, Mazdurp builder, Probeski owner and former ricerboy
02/07/2014 at 20:59

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Sorry for what you're going through. Good luck coping with your depression—it really is the worst. Things do get better, sometimes too slowly to realize. Hang in there and try to stay entertained and involved in something!


Kinja'd!!! Zipppy, Mazdurp builder, Probeski owner and former ricerboy > JayZAyEighty thinks C4+3=C7
02/07/2014 at 21:11

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Exactly what I've been doing, although everything I used to enjoy doesn't seem to be as enjoyable anymore. I'm hanging in all I can, and if I can survive riding a mountain bike alongside a dangerous road in a pouring thunderstorm, I can pull through this.


Kinja'd!!! JayZAyEighty thinks C4+3=C7 > Zipppy, Mazdurp builder, Probeski owner and former ricerboy
02/07/2014 at 21:22

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It's the same for me. I am bored all of the damned time, man. Riding a mountain bike alongside a dangerous road in a pouring thunderstorm sounds wholly unenjoyable. Sometimes it helps to recall the harder things you've experienced and pulled through. My academics have really suffered as well over the past few years... it's gotten to the point where I'm anxious about even starting an essay (which I have to turn in by 12). Things will all work out in the end; all the advice I can give is to find things to make times as easy as for yourself as possible. Hope things start working out better soon!


Kinja'd!!! Simplify, then add beer > Zipppy, Mazdurp builder, Probeski owner and former ricerboy
02/08/2014 at 07:12

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I hear ya. Today was one of the worst I've had in a while.

Could be worse, you could be posting on a Prius appreciation forum.