Had a really bad dream last night.

"Zipppy, Mazdurp builder, Probeski owner and former ricerboy" (zipppyart)
10/30/2014 at 20:21 • Filed to: None

I'm not sure if this is because of a bit of depression, or my recent bad luck, but..

In my dream, or nightmare, shall I say, a close friend of mine got stabbed to death when we were hanging out, while I was hopelessly restrained by the assailant's accomplice, at that point, I woke up. and Just as I got up, a text from that same friend came, asking what I'm up to. THANK GOD I got that message, or else I would have been out and about being my own version of Sherlock Holmes.

I think I need mental help, or maybe some hoonage for some therapy. I need to vent about this, this is crazy.

Pictured: not my Jetta.

DISCUSSION (4)

Hahayoustupidludditeshutupandgohandcrankyourmodeltalready > Zipppy, Mazdurp builder, Probeski owner and former ricerboy
10/30/2014 at 20:25

I'm not a psychologist, but sounds to me like you should talk to a therapist.

ptak appreciates old racecars > Zipppy, Mazdurp builder, Probeski owner and former ricerboy
10/30/2014 at 22:34

As someone who has bouts of what might be depression (I'm not a psychologist. Shit comes and goes, sometimes for a few days I feel like everything is hopeless and empty and life feels like a black hole), I find this helps me.

See other nature sounds videos on YouTube, especially rain/thunder, helps one study too if you're still in school. Might not work for you but I know I'm not alone, nature sounds are naturally calming, it appeals to our primeval instincts

Zipppy, Mazdurp builder, Probeski owner and former ricerboy > ptak appreciates old racecars
10/30/2014 at 22:40

I felt the same at about this time last year. Now that I'm unemployed and out of school, and I seem to have bad luck with getting jobs for some reason. I lost a perfect opportunity because my mother told me not to call the employer that day (it was the day of the shooting last week), someone took my spot.

ptak appreciates old racecars > Zipppy, Mazdurp builder, Probeski owner and former ricerboy
10/30/2014 at 22:57

Yeah, that feeling sucks :/

Keep trying, man. I know people say that but like I said I've felt like that and it's always worked for me.